Writings since ‘07

i woke up this morning feeling the heat inside of me. i don’t know why but i soon realize that it was this day that my brother will leave my room unit. i was about to cry knowing that his flight will be on the 28th of January this year, but then i had to control it for me to go on for this day and the next days to come. After breakfast, he woke up and soon arranged his things and tears start to fall from my eyes. i was crying for about an hour and this sadness that i feel right is the feeling of having a break up with someone. this is the other half.

THE BIOLOGICAL HALF.

he keeps on making me feel better by telling me that he’ll buy me an iPhone and a lipgloss from Bahrain which i wished for. but still, tears start to fall from my eyes. when we were waiting for a cab, i really cried so hard that i can’t help it to stop. A cab then came and my brother embraced me and still, he keeps on telling me to stop , “Tahan na Naning, next year ulit. Hala, wag ka na umiyak.” But still i was crying and when the cab left, i ran to this room and still… ended up CRYING

i will miss him

~ by simplerai on January 24, 2009. Tagged: cry, leaving, sadness, second departure